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December 9, 2014

Putra panggil aku MAK la plak daaah!..

Assalamualaikum............

Hidup ni penuh cabaran kan!..
Masa mula2 Putra panggil aku MAMA........ alahaiii cam syahdu syahdan je rs hatiku...
Cam mabelesss sgt jd seorg Ibu..
Cam x caya jek Putra dh blh panggil aku mama ..mama..mama..
(tp sleng ank aku cam lain skit bunyik dia.. meme..meme..meme... haaa, gitu laa..)..hahaa
............... tp aku rs mcm aku sorang je kan bertuah, sbb syahdu je rs Putra panggil aku mama...
Haiiii.......itu lah antara nikmat yg Allah beri apabila menjadi seorang Ibu.. Alhamdulillah...

Cabaran pertama, disebabkan idup aku skang nmpk la bermulanya pancaroba... dgn hati yg menangis2 x rela Putra di hantar ke rumah mertua, aku relakan jua pd mulanya.. sbb pengasuh xnk plak jaga Putra dah... alasan mmg x munasabah......................... tp wlu apa pn alasan dia, aku redha, mungkin ade hikmah yg lain nk dtg dlm hidup aku..........dan tuhan nk aku bersedia..
ya, itu mmg bnr2 berlaku slps itu.........

wlupn jenguk Putra kdg2 ari Rabu, kdg2 ari Jumaat, dan kdg2 hampir setiap hari......... aku cukup puas ati...
Duduk dgn Opahnya, mcm2 la perubahan yg aku rs... dia cium opah dia, aku terasa ati.. opah dia gurau dgn dia pn aku leh terasa cemburu.. blum lg ttg perkara yg lain2 nya.
OOOooo.. itulah perasaan yg mak aku pernah rs! kenapa?

Sbb..

aku pernah lalui benda yg sma semasa kecil..
aku dibesarkan oleh atok nenek sehingga 24 Thn..
skang aku plak rs mcm mn mak ayah aku rs dlu.... its my time!...
tp semuanya aku pasrah... adat la... nama pun idup beroda..

Sejak laki aku bertukar keje yg lbh fleksibel........... Putra kdg2 laki aku yg jaga..
Alhamdulillah, tidak la aku selalu berenggang dgn dia...
Budak, sng je tiru ape yg org ckp......
seminggu yg lps, Putra ade je kat rumah dgn laki aku...
Hari2 Putra panggil mama..mama...dlm ape jua......mmg rs heaven sgt..
dpt la skit mertua aku rehat2 kat umah klu Putra xde...

Lps seminggu berlalu, kembali rutin seperti biasa, Putra kne anta kat rumah mertua..
sbb mgu ni laki aku agak bz dgn kerja agent propertynya...

Bila ari jumaat Putra blk umah............................ Putra sebut MAK.. mak mak...
Putra panggil aku Mak ke?... menggerutu gak ati aku nk pk...
lama2 mmg betul, Putra panggil Makkkkk la Plak haiii..... Cabaran dtg lg!...
......................ok, 1 halnya lg, mertua aku ni mmg seorng pengasuh .. dia mengasuh bdk 1-6 thn + dgn anak2 buah mertua jg.. so bdk2 tu pun mmg panggil mertua aku , MAK...

aku pun menantunya pun pnggil Mak jg..
aku plak pening mcm mn nk clean & clear kan otak ank aku tu dr perkataan MAK..
aku mmg stress bile Putra panggil aku MAk...........
aku jd marah... jg geram, jd x nk layan Putra...
spi aku kdg2 tinggikan suara... Bkn Mak laaa!... Mama..mama.. asyik...Mak makkk.. 

See! betapa mudahnya budak2 pick-up ape yg org ckp... laki aku tau, aku berangin Putra panggil mak, slow2 je dr jauh aku dgr laki aku ajar blk cakp mama..mama...
dh xde dh panggilan manja Putra....mama..mama...mama...
ade tu ade, tp skit2 je aku dgr.....

kdg2 dia sebut Makma, makmaa.. mental tullaaa aku nk hadapi semua ni!..






1 comments:

NORAH PEDRO said...

I just lost my man about three months ago though he is back again full of love and passion with the help of great man Dr. IKHIDE. I NORAH PEDRO from Norway, have been into a relationship with daniel mark since I was 22 years old and I am 28 now. I so much love him but I could not show the love, it was very difficult for me to prove my realness to him because I thought to prove my love to him might make him look down on me and go after other girls. for over six years Daniel has given me all that I ask of him. I always threatened him with break up each time I want to see his level of love for me because I was told if I threaten him, he will propose to me and then will get married to him before I can show my love despite his complains of him not sure of my love I was responding to him with negative words. though I was suspecting he has another girl in his life, I did not border to ask him about that because I was so sure of his love despite my attitude. on the 8th of September a day to my birthday he came and gave me so many lovely gifts like never before claiming to wish me a happy birthday in advance with his words and behavior I expected him to propose to me on my birthday night then I will also tell him of my pregnant for him. I wait for him on my birthday he did not show up not even a call, I tried his number and it was not going through I refuse to go check on him because the anger in me six days later I went to his house and I found nothing not even a sign of my Daniel once live there. I was disappointed, frustrated, confused with so many thoughts on my mind like hanging my self if I did not see him again because I can not my parent about the pregnancy when the man responsible for it had disappeared. our religion's against that, my family will be disappointed in me, I have brought them shame. I look for daniel everywhere till I could chat with him on social network, he warned me never to disturb him again because he already had found another girl that he wants to live his life with, after a while, he blocked me from all access then I could not tell him of my pregnancy for him. so, I needed help from all corners of life, I decide to check to google my self or read some write up on-site on how to coup with my pain because I could not tell anybody about it not even my friends were aware of my pregnancy. I keep reading to cancel my self till I find how Dr. IKHIDE helps so many persons from different walks of life with their testimonies. then I decide to also contact him with dr.ikhide@gmail.com. Because I do not know much about contacting a spell caster, I was not sure he can bring my Dan back but I decide to give him a try though his requirement was another problem I meet with a friend for help because I could not the items that he needed I have to plead with Dr. IKHIDE to help me get the items because really need my man back to take away my shame. just two days after I send him the requirement Daniel calls me, plead for forgiveness. just yesterday he propose to me and I am so happy. you can also contact him with email: - dr.ikhide@gmail.com or whatsapp :- +2349058825081






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